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弓 Yumi (archery) 千秋 Chiaki (very fine in autumn).
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computer, L'arc en Ciel, mangas, animes, blue,
cats..
people who think they've known me better than myself
Laruku and computer stuffs
graduate from my recent study o(>_<)o
go to Japan
don't mess with me!!
dear mom and dad,
how can I make you accept that I'm different? do I make you ashamed that I'm not like any other child around you?
I
have my own likes and dislikes, and I know they might be totally
different with any other people around. I just..wanna be my own self. I
was trying hard to be accepted by people. I thought both of you will
understand... but it seems like you don't...
I never felt that
I'm special.. and I also have my 'unusual' things. I wanna be visible
sometime.. that's why I eager to show people who I am. but your
disagreeness makes me wondering if I'm doing the wrong things... is it
wrong to be me? do I have to show people the way you want me to? can't
I just being honest with people and myself for once in a while?
I
just...don't know what's wrong/right anymore.. everything seems to turn
againts me.. if I follow what my heart say, mostly it'll disappoint
you. but if I follow other's, there's a rejection from myself.. so how
am I suppose to know what's wrong and what's right?
I'm sorry
for not being a child that you want me to be.. but please believe me
that most of the things I've done or still doing are in order to make
you proud of me. I don't really care even if they caused me a lot of
hard times. I know that people of my age shoudn't be bother with being
someone's child. but I still don't have the feeling that I made you
proud enough of me.. I'll stop doing this if I've got that feeling. and
it's seems like it still a long way to go...
so, mom..dad.. I'm begging you..
please
accept me as I am.. I'll work harder to make you really proud of me.
but please do me that one favor.. look at me as I am.. I know I might
not win if compared with any other child. so please help me to feel
better of myself. you don't have to praise me for what I've done well
(is there any?). I just want you to accept that I'm different because
that's who I really am...
- yui -
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