[...Chamber of an Autistic Demon...]

Singin' in the Rain

shizuka na amaoto ga kokochi yoku hazunde
kuchizusameba machi ni kimi o omou yo

aa itsumo no michi wa kasa ni yureru
iro toridori ni hanayaide

ai mo kawarazu boku wa yamazumi no mondai o
kakaekonda mama de kakemawatteru yo

futo tachitomatte miageta sora wa
aa hitotsu hitotsu shizuku ga kirameite...

itsu made mo furitsuzuke kokoro e
kimi no suki datta ame ni yasashiku tsutsumarete
suteki na uta wa ima demo nagarete kuru yo
I'm just singin' in the rain... with you

toomawari suru tabi tameiki tsuiteta ne
sonna yarikata shika dekinai mitai sa

sou ame ya dori shite ita ne kimi ni...
aa konna hi ni wa jikan ga yomigaeru...

itsu made mo furitsuzuke kokoro e
kimi no suki datta ame ni yasashiku tsutsumarete
suteki na uta wa ima demo nagarete kuru yo
I'm just singin' in the rain... with you

itsu made mo furitsuzuke kokoro e
kimi no suki datta ame ni yasashiku tsutsumarete
zutto zutto yamanaide tsuredashite itai yo
motto motto yamanaide dakiyosete itai yo
...kokoro ga karenai youni

Thursday, November 23, 2006

.:: thank you ::.

even though I don't celebrate thanksgiving, I realize that I have so many things to be thankful at..

I am thankful for being alive until today because even though something really bad happen to me I never wish that I was dead or intend to suicide. I migh think that I wanna disappear but it's for being invicible not dead..
I am thankful that I don't get sick on this bad weather even though I feel that my body screams because of the heat. but I survively don't get any serious sick...
I am also thankful to be my parent's daughter even though I still feel that I haven't made them proud enough of me but I'm so proud to be their daughter.. ^^
and I am thankful that even though I'm apart with my family, I never loose the feeling of being a part of our family, especialy with my only brother as we always do stuffs together when I'm home..
I am thankful that even though my parents don't spoiled me with money, I can manage my monthly allowance to fulfill my daily needs without asking for more. and I still can buy most of the things I want even though it means that I can't buy the others.. I'm sure I can manage to get them someday
I'm thankfull that even though I don't have hair as beautiful as my friend's hair (I envy you so much for it, baka chan..), I'm not bald and I can arrange my hair any style I want as I go to the clinic everyday..
and I'm thankful that even though I have to go through my very tough uni and clinic life, I think I manage myself to survive even though there're some worst days...

what else...?

I'm also thankful that finaly I can get 24 hours internet connection so I can escape from my never ending paperworks to go online anytime I want. even though I have to pay it myself, I really don't mind because I use it all by myself.. :lol:
I am also thankful that even though I don't have any bf, I have lots of friend from all over the world that always make me feel I'm so lucky to get the chance to know them..

I'm thankful because being a member of 2 great forum as J-Sanctuary and Tokyo Nights always make my day even on the worst day ever..

and most of all.. I'm so greatful of being me!
thank you..thank you.. thank you...

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