[...Chamber of an Autistic Demon...]

Singin' in the Rain

shizuka na amaoto ga kokochi yoku hazunde
kuchizusameba machi ni kimi o omou yo

aa itsumo no michi wa kasa ni yureru
iro toridori ni hanayaide

ai mo kawarazu boku wa yamazumi no mondai o
kakaekonda mama de kakemawatteru yo

futo tachitomatte miageta sora wa
aa hitotsu hitotsu shizuku ga kirameite...

itsu made mo furitsuzuke kokoro e
kimi no suki datta ame ni yasashiku tsutsumarete
suteki na uta wa ima demo nagarete kuru yo
I'm just singin' in the rain... with you

toomawari suru tabi tameiki tsuiteta ne
sonna yarikata shika dekinai mitai sa

sou ame ya dori shite ita ne kimi ni...
aa konna hi ni wa jikan ga yomigaeru...

itsu made mo furitsuzuke kokoro e
kimi no suki datta ame ni yasashiku tsutsumarete
suteki na uta wa ima demo nagarete kuru yo
I'm just singin' in the rain... with you

itsu made mo furitsuzuke kokoro e
kimi no suki datta ame ni yasashiku tsutsumarete
zutto zutto yamanaide tsuredashite itai yo
motto motto yamanaide dakiyosete itai yo
...kokoro ga karenai youni

= yui =

My japanese name is :
弓 Yumi (archery) 千秋 Chiaki (very fine in autumn).
generated by : real japanese name generator

* Loves *
computer, L'arc en Ciel, mangas, animes, blue,
cats..

* Hates *
people who think they've known me better than myself

* Wishlist *
Laruku and computer stuffs
graduate from my recent study o(>_<)o
go to Japan

* etc *
don't mess with me!!

Wednesday, December 6, 2006

.:: solitaire ::.

where's everybody??

why is it most of the times when I need a company.. when I need a help.. there's no one who'd be able to do such thing for me ?
is this the risk of being somekind of autistic person or somekind of 'always try to do everything on her own' person ?

I know that I can't always be there when they need me. but I always try to do my best to be there.. so is it wrong if sometime I also need a hand.. or ears.. or a heart to help me whenever I really don't know what to do?

maybe all this time when I feel that there's no one around that can help me, it's a sign that actually I'll still can figure out what to do.. no matter how hard it is.. no matter how I feel deeply hurt.. I'm gonna get through it right?

people always remind me that human's a social creature. that can't live by their own.. well.. how can I understand it with my situation?

it's not like I don't wanna ask for a help.. I just can't bear to be rejected after the first rejection. that's why I think I'd better do anything by myself... I've been hurt enough... I don't wanna feel it more...

18:45

.:: Gallery ::.

This is my colaboration with nimue. She did the initial sketches then I done the coloring by Adobe Photoshop CS2. Just click on the eSnips button to view the gallery...

= J-Sanctuary Imperial =

= One Page Parody =

= Character =

* My Virtual Eggs *

This is my virtual eggs archieve. I'll adopt 1 egg every month..

Adopt_one_today_from_pickle-green.com/egraphics!

.:: Current BGM ::.
L'Arc~en~Ciel - Singin' in the rain

.:: Email Me ::.
... mail ...

.:: Current Status ::.

.:: Foot Prints ::.

.:: Credits ::.
nimue for the sketching
Miss M for the brushes